|Why I disapear from RPs
||[May. 26th, 2009|07:26 pm]
At first I thought it was that if I leave at all and come back I would have missed too much and I couldn't continue...while that is a vaild reason, I feel that my subconious has another reason, TRAMA. Tramatized from rejection...
I think it started at the MUSH known as "Transformers 2k5" not the nicest bunch to begin with... I can't rember the full story, I just know that I somehow blamed a mistake I made on my disabilty and they hated me for it. Yea...I can't say I blame them, I shouldn't blame anything on it. I have social problems but I shouldn't blame my disabily (I think). Social problems are what got me into this mess, and just about every other mess I have made for myself on the net.
Then there was a Megaman Battle Network fourm RP named "Team of Navis" At first I got banned for no reason at all, then when I got a newsletter I cussed out the admin who sent it...bad idea. I could have gone back yes, but after that nope. I don't like the head admin much anyway.
"Fayt of Heaven" claimed he "owned" the whole "Create a Navi" thing when it's not something that is possesable anyway he probably wasn't even the first to come up with it. He bashed others who would make such topics on places like GameFAQs. He pretty much was a troll.
These are the only ways random people could rember me on the net without knowing me in person...Sad isn't it? I have had good times on the net and done good things....but I will never be rembered for them. In recent times I have had similar issues with a Chaotic player named "CodemaserZ" who is better known on the forums than I am... and then I accused another better known forum goer simply named "April" of Lying about a technique for getting rares in booster packs.
In closing, I don't want your sympathy it's apreacatied but in the end it won't help. No one on a well established RP would bend the rules for me beacuse I have social issues.